Something seriously has to be wrong.

Last night, I was finishing a door schedule for my level. I didn’t realize it until the end…that few of the symbols were initials of boys that I had crushed on (still crushing on). I thought it was awkward. EK and ML. Before filling out the schedule, I was talking to Kelvin “gohgoh” about KY’s initials. Yes, I did crush on KY during senior year. But he has turned into my inspiration. Oh how initials just keep coming up.

And the funny thing is…it was EK’s birthday. Sadly, I didn’t call him to wish him a happy birthday, but when I saw him in December, I talked to him about his birthday. I hope that I can call him next year even if I’m back here in Hong Kong. I miss him a lot…although I know I should be moving on. But when Kelvin said that “you’ll know when you meet the right person”, I keep thinking about EK. I know he’s perfect even though there is no such thing as the perfect person. However, I look up to EK as my motivation, someone who watches over me so that I don’t make such silly mistakes.

Oh, and did I mention, I told Kelvin to be my inspiration. Ha. Oh yeah, and I saw 黃嘉樂 (Steven Wong) on the new TVB show “Burning Flame III”. He’s really cute!

Day 23.