Oh no surprise [NOT ): -- BUT (: Absolutely!]

Aw, how sad. I thought he would reply to my email and tell me that he’s 10-12 years older. Oh sigh. Hrmph. I’m going to avoid him from now on. Seriously. I bet that when I don’t want to see him, I’ll end up seeing him. That always happens. And when I do want to see him, I don’t get to. Life is that way. You never know what happens and you never really get what you want. I got a reply from him 10 minutes ago. And he was like “how would I know how old you are if you never told me?”. Oh excuses. How can he not know how old I am if everyone keeps saying I’m so young? Luckily, I just told him I’m still in the teen range, not yet 20. Then he’ll say he’s 10 years older. Shut up, I’m not flirting with him. Nor is he flirting with me. Or are we? I dont’ even know.  He has a girlfriend. (: Oh brotherly love is good enough now. HOORAYYYYY. I finally get to move on.

But on Friday night, he talked to me. I think he knew that I sent him an email, but he acted like he didn’t know why I was “heh-ing”. At least I still think his smile is the cutest smile I have ever seen. (Okay, I’m only 18 turning 19 but still.)

On the other note, I hate my legs now. I have a bunch of bug bites (fleas/mosquitoes) and they itch like crazy. I’m upset because I had the a/c on too. Stupid fleas. Why does everything like my blood? Seriously, if vampires exist, I think I would be one of the first few people they would bite. (Sorry girls if the vampire is hot. Not my fault that my blood is sweet).

Day 20.