A real life fairytale. Not.

I did say that I wasn’t going to believe in fairy tales anymore, right? Oh whatever. I still do. I mean, I do believe in happily ever afters but I just don’t believe in the “perfect” prince charming. Even if his personality, charm, and image are considered perfect, he’s availability isn’t. It’s funny how I keep falling for people who are already taken. But those people stay in my mind even though I know they’re taken. Sadly, I keep having a feeling that the really cute cute one at the firm I’m interning at has a girlfriend. Sad, I know. But that’s okay. As long as he treats me like a little sister, I’m fine with that too. You know, any opportunity to see his adorable smile. Seriously, I think I’m obsessed with his smile. I won’t deny that.

And one thing, I was sad when I thought he wasn’t at work today. Luckily, my frown turned back into a smile when I saw him…five minutes ago. Deep in my mind, I was like “Yay, he’s here!” Oh sigh. I’m so stupid. I’m such a little girl when it comes to boys. And there’s a music video that describes exactly what’s going on in my mind. Oh daydreams.

Day 16.